Losing feeling 

I spent a long time trying not to feel

anything at all

Saying it was a good thing 

I need (and want) to experience raw emotion.

To be here 

And exist

And breathe; to live. 

To watch you 

You are a piece of everything around you. You are mountains, standing erect after being built up for thousands of years. Fields and prairies, whispering clouds, and screaming, raging fire. You are the Earth, and now, I don’t want to run away from it.

I am here, I am now.

And there is so much astounding beauty in that. 

Developing good thoughts into existence
I understand what this feels like

I understand how to utilize this life 

For the best that I can handle, 

I don’t want to ever lose this feeling

But you come and go

Back and forth, back and forth.

-GRECÖ